its sunday...that means back to work tmr =( i wont mind if it was something thta is not so much pressure and a job where there isnt endless in flow of bills and calls that u have to handle every now and then. if everyone is working hard, and chucky working super hard, i tihnk i can handle this. However, i really wonder how long can this go on for? there is still no solution to this situation and it doesnt seem like there is an end to it, i just wish things can be sorted out soon enough , or at least there is a conclusion / end to one of the problems.
now a days i find her rather naggy, such a nag she can drive me rather nuts sometimes i have to say. like i know she means well and good since she is doing most of the washing and she has taken over the role of having to handle everything else under this roof but still she needs to know that she is becoming such of a NAG!!!!! to be honest i know i can be lazy and cant be bothered to do anything but that doesnt mean i wont do it. Furthermore, she needs to know that i cant always be that hyper i do have my own mood swings too just because i dun show it as much sometimes coz i think she has to handle so much already, she doesnt need more of this to add on to her stress level. she knows it herslf she can be the ULTIMATE BITCH at times. if i dun smile and or like have a very emotionless face she will ask why is ur face like that? in such a tone that it can really annoy me. sometimes i think maybe that is why we need time to hang out separately sometimes, but then again , there are times where everything is just good. if she can cut down on her nagginess at times, it will help to save my ears. sometimes i do think to myself she is the boss , everyone in the family calls her that, but sometimes she really aint the boss of me. but right now i feel like im indebted to her in many ways, but she has to understand i am human after all , i do have emotions and mood swings for that matter. it may be very erratic sometimes but oh wells, every girl will understand.
the thing is she is very stubborn and she does want tthings to alwyas go her way. i guess sometimes i think only brother bear can handle her, she needs to less of such a bitch sometimes. but no matter how bitchy or a nag she can be i really love her alot, she is the closest family to me . just wait a little longer, i will have my second job and soon the load wil be lighten ..i promise, i will try to keep my promises. i miss cuddles...........
xoxoxo
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
the hot weather is finally here huh, i guess its good i get to tan a little , i have become like soooo white during winter and all, but i dont want to get too tan as well..haha mite look a little too charchol if i do *lol*
i was just thinking, boys, guys, men, they are all the same isnt it. wat they are thinking like 90% of the time it is probably just like anything to satisfy their needs- if u get wat i mean, and 10% of the other time maybe they mite think abt food, car and anything else that is not related to the ther 90% . sometimes i really dun get it how can pl think abt it all the time. but i guess at least he does respect me and understand. haiz, they are real silly i have to say.
i miss chucky. back to the counting down another 2 weeks. well just read the email and he feels like he is such a fuck head coz he didnt get me anything, and his work mates have been telling him he is an idiot..but i told him i dun need anything, i dun want him to think that he needs to make me happy by buying me stuff or anything. i just like him being around. but then again i hope it doesnt bore him after a while, i dun know why but this thought has been through my head once and it has been stuck there. it is like wat if he gets bored sooner or later or like ... im just being emo now isnt it...thinking too much.. i have to say i guess it rans in the family ..everyone is a thinker in this family, jeral is, dan is, bin definitely is and i have to say i have proven my point of being a thinker.
i should really stop thinking abt it and just live life as it comes. back to my original life theory- live every min to the max, and just enjoy every moment of it.
the next thing that has got me thnking is getting a job and all... finding full time job aint as easy especially being in the banking and finance industry, just hope it will get better the economy and all and i really do hope to get a job some where soon enough. even if it is just casual and all, i am so sick of having to work at mums yet not getting anything into the bank account, and i dun want to be seen as one who just leeches off her sister and everthing i want to be back to where i earned me own so i can just go out without havin to think twice abt where that money came from, i just get angry thinking abt how we got into this situation to start with, fucking immigration system ... ppl who are trying to do the right thing just have so many things to have to satisfy their requirements, yet the boat ppl are getting like luxury houses anad allowance money eveyweek for them. seriously just reading abt it frustrates me even more. ARGH~!!!!!
right now im just glad to have everyone around, coz hangin out with them makes me go into this world where i dun have to think abt anything for that moment and just enjoy wat is given in front of me . and i want his cuddles right now...miss that silly boy...
live it up !!!!!
til the next update xoxo
i was just thinking, boys, guys, men, they are all the same isnt it. wat they are thinking like 90% of the time it is probably just like anything to satisfy their needs- if u get wat i mean, and 10% of the other time maybe they mite think abt food, car and anything else that is not related to the ther 90% . sometimes i really dun get it how can pl think abt it all the time. but i guess at least he does respect me and understand. haiz, they are real silly i have to say.
i miss chucky. back to the counting down another 2 weeks. well just read the email and he feels like he is such a fuck head coz he didnt get me anything, and his work mates have been telling him he is an idiot..but i told him i dun need anything, i dun want him to think that he needs to make me happy by buying me stuff or anything. i just like him being around. but then again i hope it doesnt bore him after a while, i dun know why but this thought has been through my head once and it has been stuck there. it is like wat if he gets bored sooner or later or like ... im just being emo now isnt it...thinking too much.. i have to say i guess it rans in the family ..everyone is a thinker in this family, jeral is, dan is, bin definitely is and i have to say i have proven my point of being a thinker.
i should really stop thinking abt it and just live life as it comes. back to my original life theory- live every min to the max, and just enjoy every moment of it.
the next thing that has got me thnking is getting a job and all... finding full time job aint as easy especially being in the banking and finance industry, just hope it will get better the economy and all and i really do hope to get a job some where soon enough. even if it is just casual and all, i am so sick of having to work at mums yet not getting anything into the bank account, and i dun want to be seen as one who just leeches off her sister and everthing i want to be back to where i earned me own so i can just go out without havin to think twice abt where that money came from, i just get angry thinking abt how we got into this situation to start with, fucking immigration system ... ppl who are trying to do the right thing just have so many things to have to satisfy their requirements, yet the boat ppl are getting like luxury houses anad allowance money eveyweek for them. seriously just reading abt it frustrates me even more. ARGH~!!!!!
right now im just glad to have everyone around, coz hangin out with them makes me go into this world where i dun have to think abt anything for that moment and just enjoy wat is given in front of me . and i want his cuddles right now...miss that silly boy...
live it up !!!!!
til the next update xoxo
Thursday, December 25, 2008
MeRrY xmaS~!!
hohoho, MERRY XMAS Y'ALL~!!!! wow it is finally here.
but have to say this xmas i have had one of the best surprise ever =p
to think it was only gonna be jeral and i for xmas, but i guess my wish did come true afterall.
xmas eve , had to head down to the shop anyways, as jeral was heading down to work, but she had a half day off so i was just planning on waitin for her down at the shop. i was bored and lonely haha....nothing else to watch and it was quiet as most offices are closed already and everyone else was probably doing last min shopping down at the main mall. lucky i didnt close earlier ...I was just sitting at the computer thinking.. and suddenly, *poof* chucky walked thru the shop door... wat the hell was he doing back down...*lol* well coz there is a cyclone up at the riggs so everyone got to come back down. wat a surprise to think that he was going to be away for the xmas and new year. =p
later cho and her family came in to visit too.. coz they were heading down to takas, and shirley and jon came in too haha everyone was just surprise to see chucky there =p but thou i was shock too i was really happy to be able to see him again, and on xmas eve ...
but everytime we plan on heading to jaws for sushi they are always closed i think it is just me and my luck lol....so as usual we had to walk around the city and ended up back at takas where we started lol, but guess wat the sushi rolls were all sold out too =p haha, ended up at maccas . how nice lol...just sat at our spot while mr chucky had his meal. there are some really werid kids out there and weridos too... like when we were in carilion city going up the escalator, some guy was checking out chucky haha they had a convo going lol..and later outside maccas there was antother werido , dun know wat that guy was on about but, so stressful walking next to chucky..since he has the tendency to attract very unusual ppl lol =p
but guess we did had a short romantic moment sitting under this tree , near the bus port and convention center whilst he ate his triple cheeseburger since he was still hungry after a mc-chicken meal..i seriously wonder how can guys eat so much..it is like they are never full ..
nothing special, just headed to church for mass and had a simple dinner at home...yum garlic and chill prawns, with giner pork and soup....can tell ya for sure jeral's cookin is getting better each time, i think i need to learn how to cook soon...
XMAS~!!!! slpt in til like almost 12 haha wat a day, last night the phone kept going off haha but i was kinda tired so couldnt reply to ppl , but hey everybody MERRY MERRY XMAS~1 i think i have said it enough times now . jeral was planning on cooking roast chicken with roast potatoes,..sounds pretty good huh, well got ready and all the potatoes were good but the chicken wasnt cooked haha like parts of it lol, good effort thou have to say, thou it toook longer then expected as we had to put the chicken back to cook , it was still yum yum...
right now, just sitting here, watching simpson, whilst waiting for chucky to come over...he is heading back out to work tmr morning =( at least got to see him for xmas, ..
have a good one everybody~!!!!!
next party event NEW YEARS COUNT DOWN!!!!!!!!! =p
til then xoxo
but have to say this xmas i have had one of the best surprise ever =p
to think it was only gonna be jeral and i for xmas, but i guess my wish did come true afterall.
xmas eve , had to head down to the shop anyways, as jeral was heading down to work, but she had a half day off so i was just planning on waitin for her down at the shop. i was bored and lonely haha....nothing else to watch and it was quiet as most offices are closed already and everyone else was probably doing last min shopping down at the main mall. lucky i didnt close earlier ...I was just sitting at the computer thinking.. and suddenly, *poof* chucky walked thru the shop door... wat the hell was he doing back down...*lol* well coz there is a cyclone up at the riggs so everyone got to come back down. wat a surprise to think that he was going to be away for the xmas and new year. =p
later cho and her family came in to visit too.. coz they were heading down to takas, and shirley and jon came in too haha everyone was just surprise to see chucky there =p but thou i was shock too i was really happy to be able to see him again, and on xmas eve ...
but everytime we plan on heading to jaws for sushi they are always closed i think it is just me and my luck lol....so as usual we had to walk around the city and ended up back at takas where we started lol, but guess wat the sushi rolls were all sold out too =p haha, ended up at maccas . how nice lol...just sat at our spot while mr chucky had his meal. there are some really werid kids out there and weridos too... like when we were in carilion city going up the escalator, some guy was checking out chucky haha they had a convo going lol..and later outside maccas there was antother werido , dun know wat that guy was on about but, so stressful walking next to chucky..since he has the tendency to attract very unusual ppl lol =p
but guess we did had a short romantic moment sitting under this tree , near the bus port and convention center whilst he ate his triple cheeseburger since he was still hungry after a mc-chicken meal..i seriously wonder how can guys eat so much..it is like they are never full ..
nothing special, just headed to church for mass and had a simple dinner at home...yum garlic and chill prawns, with giner pork and soup....can tell ya for sure jeral's cookin is getting better each time, i think i need to learn how to cook soon...
XMAS~!!!! slpt in til like almost 12 haha wat a day, last night the phone kept going off haha but i was kinda tired so couldnt reply to ppl , but hey everybody MERRY MERRY XMAS~1 i think i have said it enough times now . jeral was planning on cooking roast chicken with roast potatoes,..sounds pretty good huh, well got ready and all the potatoes were good but the chicken wasnt cooked haha like parts of it lol, good effort thou have to say, thou it toook longer then expected as we had to put the chicken back to cook , it was still yum yum...
right now, just sitting here, watching simpson, whilst waiting for chucky to come over...he is heading back out to work tmr morning =( at least got to see him for xmas, ..
have a good one everybody~!!!!!
next party event NEW YEARS COUNT DOWN!!!!!!!!! =p
til then xoxo
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Jeral/ SistA friend's bdAy!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTA FRIEND!!!!!! (for yday )
one year older will result in being werider as well lol...aw my sista friend growing up soo fast=p
it was a simple and enjoyable bday celebration i have to say...
well the day started out like any normal day..late as usual, i swear it just gets harder to wake up each day, we use to be able to be on time and thou waking up was still a problem back then it wasnt as bad as now lol....oh wells... i just sat at the shop like normal , finished watching gossip girls 1st season, real exciting and so going to watch the 2nd season soon , CANT WAIT~!!!
jeral left work earlier ,since it was her bday haa she came with a small birthday cake...soo cute one of her work mate bought it for her, i told her to put a candle and make a wish but she didnt want to. i was hungry so i ate half of her small birthday cake ..bad jen~!!! lol..suppose to be for her to enjoy but it was just sooooooooo chocolatey *drool* at the same time we were figuring out where to go for dinner and the boss wanted to have jap the one at applecross so she decided to gather the lbs' ( jas and eva) help as none of us can remember the name of the restaurant, lol.. after like a long and tiring effort, we managed to find it all exited and all to head there for dinner , but when we actually got there hahah it was CLOSED~!!!! damn it..ended up nishi.still good haha the ppl there are soo inefficient and really lost. i have to say. but soo full from dinner, i cant believe the lbs still could drink bbt and ate a cake from utopia..impressed i have to say =p
headed back to lbs- eva place to play rockband..this is where i have alot to say.. JEN TOTALLY SUCK AT ROCKBAND!!!! its a proven fact, everytime i play the guitar haha the result was we will nver finish the song coz i keep failing it. lol i wont be surprised if the band got annoyed coz like i was making all these comments while i was trying to get it haha, i stayed away from the guitar for a bit haha played the drums....but starting to get a hang of the game * i think* wahaha
towards the end, i tried the guitar and WOW ACHIEVEMENT I TELL YA~!! i didnt fail haha...but had to concenrate soo hard, i guess i know now why when chucky plays it he has this real concenrated face haha u really have to conenrate alot especially when ur as lost as us..lol
too bad had to end it early coz old jeral had to go to bed..if not she will be late in the morning again haha ...but thanks lbs..for joining us for dinner and celebrating jeral's bday, since brother bear and them are all the way in swizterland enjoying the snow and cold weather...lol..
mission now is to get better in rockband ..i am pretty sure i will be on easy for a very very long time, but hey..haa i wil get tips of the experts from -TAKE THAT LEMON~!!! haha..
right now, just checked my email and didnt receive any =( he must be busy since he did say he was covering ppl's shift due to the whole christmas season and ppl leaving and coming back...missing him already- why am i becoming mushy..eeeeeee.. oh just remembered, lb-eva's timmy soooo sweet they are going to be building a house together....aw the dream ginerbread house..how romantic =p..the lbs' bfs are all pretty sweet but i have to say i think i got myself a pretty silly lost one..haha..oh wells ..lol..
alritey....morning errand time- my daily walk to the bank....
anyways til then xoxo
love you guys!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!!!!!!!!
one year older will result in being werider as well lol...aw my sista friend growing up soo fast=p
it was a simple and enjoyable bday celebration i have to say...
well the day started out like any normal day..late as usual, i swear it just gets harder to wake up each day, we use to be able to be on time and thou waking up was still a problem back then it wasnt as bad as now lol....oh wells... i just sat at the shop like normal , finished watching gossip girls 1st season, real exciting and so going to watch the 2nd season soon , CANT WAIT~!!!
jeral left work earlier ,since it was her bday haa she came with a small birthday cake...soo cute one of her work mate bought it for her, i told her to put a candle and make a wish but she didnt want to. i was hungry so i ate half of her small birthday cake ..bad jen~!!! lol..suppose to be for her to enjoy but it was just sooooooooo chocolatey *drool* at the same time we were figuring out where to go for dinner and the boss wanted to have jap the one at applecross so she decided to gather the lbs' ( jas and eva) help as none of us can remember the name of the restaurant, lol.. after like a long and tiring effort, we managed to find it all exited and all to head there for dinner , but when we actually got there hahah it was CLOSED~!!!! damn it..ended up nishi.still good haha the ppl there are soo inefficient and really lost. i have to say. but soo full from dinner, i cant believe the lbs still could drink bbt and ate a cake from utopia..impressed i have to say =p
headed back to lbs- eva place to play rockband..this is where i have alot to say.. JEN TOTALLY SUCK AT ROCKBAND!!!! its a proven fact, everytime i play the guitar haha the result was we will nver finish the song coz i keep failing it. lol i wont be surprised if the band got annoyed coz like i was making all these comments while i was trying to get it haha, i stayed away from the guitar for a bit haha played the drums....but starting to get a hang of the game * i think* wahaha
towards the end, i tried the guitar and WOW ACHIEVEMENT I TELL YA~!! i didnt fail haha...but had to concenrate soo hard, i guess i know now why when chucky plays it he has this real concenrated face haha u really have to conenrate alot especially when ur as lost as us..lol
too bad had to end it early coz old jeral had to go to bed..if not she will be late in the morning again haha ...but thanks lbs..for joining us for dinner and celebrating jeral's bday, since brother bear and them are all the way in swizterland enjoying the snow and cold weather...lol..
mission now is to get better in rockband ..i am pretty sure i will be on easy for a very very long time, but hey..haa i wil get tips of the experts from -TAKE THAT LEMON~!!! haha..
right now, just checked my email and didnt receive any =( he must be busy since he did say he was covering ppl's shift due to the whole christmas season and ppl leaving and coming back...missing him already- why am i becoming mushy..eeeeeee.. oh just remembered, lb-eva's timmy soooo sweet they are going to be building a house together....aw the dream ginerbread house..how romantic =p..the lbs' bfs are all pretty sweet but i have to say i think i got myself a pretty silly lost one..haha..oh wells ..lol..
alritey....morning errand time- my daily walk to the bank....
anyways til then xoxo
love you guys!!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!!!!!!!!
Monday, December 22, 2008
bleh =p
FINALLY~!!! stupid msn my space was crashing on me , everytime i try to blog it crashes and i just totally lose the mood for bloggin haha but now got a new spot..alrite~!! lol so i can start all new with this blogspot blog, it has more stuff like template and font for everything , can be pretty complex for me =p
3 weeks wetn past real fast, and the holidays have been great just chilling out with friends, rockband, bbt everything and just having chucky around. never expected it to turn out the way it did. rockband is an awesome game..haha..maybe besides the songs that i dun know, tha game made me laughed til i cried. never expected that 3 weeks to go pass so fast, and it made me realised that i am missing chucky more this time around after spending more time with him this 3 weeks he was off of work.
the question that was in my head the whole time, i finally got a chance to ask chucky that night, normally like it is obvious when a guy likes you and definitely obvious when u like him, but i never seemed to get any signs from him, plus someone did make me think twice on whether i am in a dream and did gave me that sense of insecurity. however, i guess i did get the answer i have always seeked after all. i asked him "why do you like me?" i know it is kinda a very cheesy line to ask, but the gals did tell me to go ahead and ask coz u never know wat the answer would be plus, i remembered wat tina said, guys never tell u anything u have to get it out of them , or they would tell everyone else except you. lol
i reckon the answer was kinda sweet, coming from him - who tend to always have that really lost look lol. he said he doesnt know why, he just does, he did mention something abt the nights at metros (halloween night) but didnt finish wat he was going to say, which made me even more curious but he contiuned by saying that when he realised i liked him, and he liked and slowly he just liked me more. i guess it is a very honest answer. haha, i don't know, he just surprises me sometimes that silly boy.
well he is back at work and hope he does have a good xmas up at the riggs, thou he said he was only left with salt and vinegar pringles coz everyone else took the good food haha.. and i hope he likes the present from me, why hasnt he opened it yet, i should have done wat lb told me made him openeed it in front of me. maybe another time around LoLx
but this year christmas , new year and jeral's bday will be a quiet one seemin no one is here to start with. but hey there are stii the lbs, shirley and evilboi. =p i was thinking maybe we can just have a chilling out session just some snacks, movies, sit and gossip..it is the best hang out thing to do....haha reminds me of gossip girls xoxo lol.. gossip girl is a good series i would recommend ppl to watch it, it is drama all the way , very fast moving compared to some of the asian series where it never moves from the same spot. lol
well its the first blog in this new area, now i would be able to update without getting interupted or anything haha, there will be more to come from jen now haha...
til then enjoy and peace out~!!!!
3 weeks wetn past real fast, and the holidays have been great just chilling out with friends, rockband, bbt everything and just having chucky around. never expected it to turn out the way it did. rockband is an awesome game..haha..maybe besides the songs that i dun know, tha game made me laughed til i cried. never expected that 3 weeks to go pass so fast, and it made me realised that i am missing chucky more this time around after spending more time with him this 3 weeks he was off of work.
the question that was in my head the whole time, i finally got a chance to ask chucky that night, normally like it is obvious when a guy likes you and definitely obvious when u like him, but i never seemed to get any signs from him, plus someone did make me think twice on whether i am in a dream and did gave me that sense of insecurity. however, i guess i did get the answer i have always seeked after all. i asked him "why do you like me?" i know it is kinda a very cheesy line to ask, but the gals did tell me to go ahead and ask coz u never know wat the answer would be plus, i remembered wat tina said, guys never tell u anything u have to get it out of them , or they would tell everyone else except you. lol
i reckon the answer was kinda sweet, coming from him - who tend to always have that really lost look lol. he said he doesnt know why, he just does, he did mention something abt the nights at metros (halloween night) but didnt finish wat he was going to say, which made me even more curious but he contiuned by saying that when he realised i liked him, and he liked and slowly he just liked me more. i guess it is a very honest answer. haha, i don't know, he just surprises me sometimes that silly boy.
well he is back at work and hope he does have a good xmas up at the riggs, thou he said he was only left with salt and vinegar pringles coz everyone else took the good food haha.. and i hope he likes the present from me, why hasnt he opened it yet, i should have done wat lb told me made him openeed it in front of me. maybe another time around LoLx
but this year christmas , new year and jeral's bday will be a quiet one seemin no one is here to start with. but hey there are stii the lbs, shirley and evilboi. =p i was thinking maybe we can just have a chilling out session just some snacks, movies, sit and gossip..it is the best hang out thing to do....haha reminds me of gossip girls xoxo lol.. gossip girl is a good series i would recommend ppl to watch it, it is drama all the way , very fast moving compared to some of the asian series where it never moves from the same spot. lol
well its the first blog in this new area, now i would be able to update without getting interupted or anything haha, there will be more to come from jen now haha...
til then enjoy and peace out~!!!!
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