happy birthday mum. best wishes for everything and hope that everything will get better in due time =)
Time flies pass you without you realising it. Have you ever wondered how to stop time from ticking pass or even to stop it at all?!?! It is an impossible thing but everyone has had the feeling where time just doesnt seem to be ticking pass at all- especially when u really want to get out of a certain situation or place. I think that there is not enough hours in one day. Like if one day had like 36 hours instead of 24 maybe it mite make a difference or something. I hope that this new year will actually bring a change about to most of the things around us. I really want to get another job other then just being stuck here. I want to be able to earn that income again , i dun care if it is a second or thrid job, i just want to get one soon.
Right now im just so confused to what is going to happen, are they coming back or is this it? Everything is just going to be like that and that we will have endless headaches on bills , rents and countless calls to settle everyday. to live in a fear of opening the leter box or post box , just because nothing good ever comes in that mail , unless its a cheque or something. To have the phsycially wearing 7 day job that never comes to an end, one that screws up all the possibilities of working during the day in a place where the income is stable and consistent. Sometimes i really dream that if everything was right to start with, what sort of situation would we be in right now? but i know for sure that is wouldnt be the situtation right now. However, we are just human after all, and everyone makes mistakes, some bigger then the other and some mistakes just stick with you and last a lifetime.
One can only dream abt having the perfect life. There is no such thing as the perfect life, even if it does exist , there is always something more behind it. I am not asking for alot, i just want everything to come to an end, or settlement. so maybe i can start my own career and start something new. but then again, it is so hard to get a job now, every full time job asks for a minimum requirement of 2 years experience, but if no one is given the chance how are we suppose to gain that 2 years experience. I just want to start somewhere. Everyone around who is graduating has a job with a firm, it does put an invisible layer of pressure on me as to why it is so hard for me to get one. I know some certain factors of it, but i guess , if it is meant to be its meant to be. And i have to say that applies to winning the lotto too. I jsut want to win a small amount, just enough to settle this shit and get over with it.
It is time to grow up and open my eyes to see the harsh reality of working life. The problems of everyday life is the challenage that makes us understand the meaning of life and the main factor in allowing someone to mature . I just hope that the dark and misty path im taking will soon be lit with some sunshine and light, so as i can see where i am heading and walking towards, but no matter how dark the path is, i know i always have ppl around me to push me through.
" One step at a time"is what i tell myself. But i came across this phrase that i reckon applies to everyone and i would like to share it.
" Now and then, its good to pause in our pursuit of happiness and just be happy" .
take care everyone. xoxoxo
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
welcome 2009~!!!!
2009!!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~!!!!
wow does it feel any different??!? *pause for a moment* nah still the same lol
but i have to say the nye celebration was a simple, quiet one but i still had an awesomeness time.
well got some friends over to celebration together with snacks and drinks!!! was planning to head down to northbridge as the trains were running the whole night, but we didnt end up to, we had a better place to be.
we started just looking at old pics, old memories, and thinking back abt 2008, wow, and gossips, it mite sound boing, but we played pictionary and it was as entertaining as usual, lol, shirley and jeral's drawings are priceless i have to say, =p u guys know haha dun wy im keeping those drawings haha. and we had the red wine that jas brought , it was yum yum and it was really nice =p those chips were sooo good too lol. then we decided to head to dan's roof to watch the fireworks, as u can watch all the fireworks from different area up there. * bringin back memories from the nye celebration for 2008*
i felt like we were like spiderman or something haha getting up there was scary but it ws cool , the wind was nice but our hair kept slapping each other faces >.< but it was good , kinda werid the fireworks at some places started before the 12 count down, haha, there was this moment, when jeral told us to shh , and the champagne just POPPED!!!! IT WASNT EVEN 12!!!! *LOL* but thta bubbly was really nice, it was fruity =p i have to recommend it. but the fireworks they were really nice!!!!!! too bad wei and chucky couldnt be there.. but still good we got to see it haha
the other funny part was like we didnt know when to count down and timmy was on the phone with lb, so we thought we would know when to count down but we didnt, but its cool we counted down according to the fireworks and guess wat we had 2 countdown, beat that everyboby =p
wells just went to macas for food, we were hungry, after all the climbing lol
back to my place to finish up the games and food , it was a good game, haha we were all pumped after those nuggest and chips=p anyway hope everyone had fun, and thanks for coming everyone!!!
with the new year, im trying tobe healthy by like doing a minimum f like 20 -30 mins of exercise everyday, after 2 days, my legs and muscles are sore haha, it is good thing or bad? lol
anyway welcome to 2009 , wishing everyone the best for the new year ahead and may this year be filled with everything to make it awesome!!!!
xoxoxoxo
wow does it feel any different??!? *pause for a moment* nah still the same lol
but i have to say the nye celebration was a simple, quiet one but i still had an awesomeness time.
well got some friends over to celebration together with snacks and drinks!!! was planning to head down to northbridge as the trains were running the whole night, but we didnt end up to, we had a better place to be.
we started just looking at old pics, old memories, and thinking back abt 2008, wow, and gossips, it mite sound boing, but we played pictionary and it was as entertaining as usual, lol, shirley and jeral's drawings are priceless i have to say, =p u guys know haha dun wy im keeping those drawings haha. and we had the red wine that jas brought , it was yum yum and it was really nice =p those chips were sooo good too lol. then we decided to head to dan's roof to watch the fireworks, as u can watch all the fireworks from different area up there. * bringin back memories from the nye celebration for 2008*
i felt like we were like spiderman or something haha getting up there was scary but it ws cool , the wind was nice but our hair kept slapping each other faces >.< but it was good , kinda werid the fireworks at some places started before the 12 count down, haha, there was this moment, when jeral told us to shh , and the champagne just POPPED!!!! IT WASNT EVEN 12!!!! *LOL* but thta bubbly was really nice, it was fruity =p i have to recommend it. but the fireworks they were really nice!!!!!! too bad wei and chucky couldnt be there.. but still good we got to see it haha
the other funny part was like we didnt know when to count down and timmy was on the phone with lb, so we thought we would know when to count down but we didnt, but its cool we counted down according to the fireworks and guess wat we had 2 countdown, beat that everyboby =p
wells just went to macas for food, we were hungry, after all the climbing lol
back to my place to finish up the games and food , it was a good game, haha we were all pumped after those nuggest and chips=p anyway hope everyone had fun, and thanks for coming everyone!!!
with the new year, im trying tobe healthy by like doing a minimum f like 20 -30 mins of exercise everyday, after 2 days, my legs and muscles are sore haha, it is good thing or bad? lol
anyway welcome to 2009 , wishing everyone the best for the new year ahead and may this year be filled with everything to make it awesome!!!!
xoxoxoxo
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